April 30: final measurements and weigh in
scheduled workout (april 9-Friday): jillian michael's 30 day shred level 2, dance central 3 and walk it out.
|see a kreacher leg in this pic?|
so as you can see it took a long time to complete yesterday. oh well it happens right. im still feeling on and off nauseous (it shouldnt be a surprise to find out that ive been trying for years to get pregnant) but ive dealt with so many negative tests that i hate testing anymore. I am trying to ignore this and not get my hopes up that this is the month it finally worked.
yesterday was a very warm day out. i was outside for about 40 minutes watering my "seed" which hopefully will be my lawn, it was a little too hot for april though (i think it was 84 when i left work at 4pm).
i opened up the windows on the ground floor of my house, the second i open windows it aggros cats. speaking of cats, lilly caught me a sweet bird and left me the entire thing (normally i get feet and a head-i think she wants me to tell her good job) lilly is my only cat that goes outside anymore (we live in a residential neighborhood, my childhood cats didnt even have a litter box in the spring/summer and fall-i live in the house i grew up in)
while eating dinner i look over to castle buttlick (you will recognize it)
motivation percentage: 80% im somewhat sore today (shoulders). tonight i am supposed to go to the gym and walk 1.5 miles. easy enough. we are supposed to have another 80 degree day today. then back to the 60's for the rest of the week. i think this temp jump was a bit too much. i like to have jacket weather first.