April 7: my 33rd birthday
April 8: a day off of work to celebrate my birthday
April 30: final measurements and weigh in
scheduled workout (april 4): 15 minute walk at 4.0. i already know this is impossible for me, so i just walk a mile as fast as i can. yesterday was harder than normal due to my feeling barf-i-ness. my husband said i should take off but i said no, unless im actively puking or bleeding to death i am going. i left there with more sweat than usual.
motivation percentage: 25% feeling a bit more in control today. which is good. i wish i could be the person who enjoys working out, but i dont. i hate every second of it. about 15 minutes after im done i feel wonderful (i wish this would show up faster).
normally on friday's i would do a no count day, but today i am counting (the entire month of april i am counting-except i think i am not counting on my b day). i was just looking up the calorie content of california tortilla. what i normally eat is 600 cals (and i normally get chips with it too, i dont need the chips). for my b day they put a free buritto on my card, but that is like 688 calories. i didnt bring anything with me today, but i have a lean pocket in the fridge (does not sound appealing right now). i also need to run out and grab envelops for payroll (ran out) so i could grab something in that shopping center, which there is a grocery store called Acme (are those everywhere?)
tonight im sure my workout is 30DS level 3, dance central 3 and walk it out.