weigh in 28

last week: 183.4
this week: 182.8
loss of 0.6

i did not hit my goal of 7 activity points earned, i got 5.  not sure where i missed the mark on that one.

still not posting my graphs and charts from WW.  just not in the mood lately.  i kind of feel like im just  going through the motions and my heart isnt into this whole losing weight dieting/healthy living space right now.  doesnt mean im giving up.  my goal is to get through the holidays with no gain (a loss would be nice)

i know motivation comes and goes.  i love seeing that im down 25.8 lbs.  but i dont FEEL like im down that much . i still feel like i weigh 208 lbs.  heck i still feel like i weigh 220 lbs (my highest weight that i know of, there were years i didnt have a scale). 

it is a little daunting to know that my goal weight is still over 25 lbs away.  (im aiming for 155, of course if i hit 160 and feel like im good ill stop. i want to be fit, not just thin). 

im hoping the motivation returns and i kick butt in the new year.  maybe i should call it beast mode for the month of jan.  i have a few things im kind of not looking forward to, such as the new years resolutioners.  i go to the gym, i dont really wear matching outfits, i wear whatever is comfortable, but the gym bunnies will come in looking all cute and their clothes match and fit them properly.  plus i joined a new gym, so im sure the appeal is even stronger than any normal year.  (i do like my new gym by the way).  sometimes im pulling my pants up while working out cause guess what they dont fit me the same as they did 25 lbs ago.  sometimes i have a bleach mark on my pants, and i wear them to the gym cause who cares what i look like there?

so i hope in 2014 to start a strength training routine.  i have done 30 day shred, maybe ill do it again?  maybe just write it down and do the workout without having to hear jillian explain things (towards the end of the 30ds you will also be telling jillian to shut up, im sure of it). 

there is not much else to report on the jaime front.  Merry Christmas to those who celebrate, if not, insert whatever holiday you want there, happy new years too. 

im off work starting monday after 4pm, until jan 2.  so i have plenty of time to go to the gym and get to working out.  ill try to come up with a real game plan for jan before i post next week.